words are not VERDICT!

2009-12-05T12:25:00.000+08:00

www.teasefort.tumblr.com

dont get lost in my life pls.

2007-06-29T15:09:00.000+08:00

www.sugarscurrilous.blogspot.com

2007-06-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

BREAKING BENJAMIN!
OMg, you'll love them. their muse is like, UNBELIEVABLE? okay, im awfully nuts. theres gb inline skating the next friday and i dont have to worry a bit. as i CAN skate. but i wont say that i wont fall. theres like so many things to tell this days. ive been crapping for the past whole week during nothing. today was a whole lot of shit in school. many relief periods. imagine, no teachers teaching you. found out that my science teacher had an album of her own. WOOTS! shan't crap anymore, im already breaking into sweat. and my body stinks as ive not taken my bath!

2007-06-20T18:32:00.000+08:00

2007-06-20T15:08:00.000+08:00

so im off without my specs, and my degree is 300 and 200++. neither the light is on, . like now, to see if theres any mistakes in typing, i just have to pause for a moment, squint my eyes, and move forward to the screen. after crapping, im stopping here to prepare for the necessary things i got to do.

todays a drastic day. woke up at 8++ and later found myself sitting in front of the screen without my specs. went to edit some pics that ive tooken . kill me as i took the pics werent that good. after editing, went on with o2jam. oh, remember that yst i slept at 1++. okay, i feel so shit without my specs. if you're sitting at me now, you may thing that im so fucking pervert. cause i cant really see except for blur images. moodswings and crapping some jokes with my grandma. LOL. went on checking with my e-mails, and saw this tagged thing since ive nothing better to do. went on visiting peoples profile. [not talking about singaporeans] OH MY BLAA, their photos are so EMO! *not like the lians* theres shawties and hot guys. looking at them you'll go GOOGOOGAGA. cuase they are vavavoom HOT GET IT? some of them are just fbloody UGLY! okay, im quit with the fuck word, so no full spelling for fuck. please be understander-able. when you tell a lie give a straight face. any a sudden thought came into my mind, why do chinese people like chinese songs? why dont they like english songs more than chinese. is chinese that FANTASTIC. im detesting chinese. i dont fill like typing anymore, its beem difficult to see. shall be gone for now. shall be back when theres time for me too.

some random edited pics[:

theres still a thing for me to do, CUT MY HAIR! leave my fringe alone and just cut the length i want, short and sweet[:

2007-06-18T12:00:00.000+08:00

schools reopening on 22JUNE2007. and i dont think im going for cip. you think i give a thing to it? no i dont. precisely who'll. do it chance upon it and whatever... should i have long hair, or short ones? ' singapore should have more... HANDSOME MAN.' oh that wasnt my saying it was the 987fm. LOL[: days are getting more boring. and im getting FATTER! days are going fast. i deal with myself that by the end of the holiday ive to lose 1 kg and more, and today is the last 4 days im going to have. after school holidays, theres no more playing, fooling to be done. if i did, i'll sort of kill myself or something. too much depriving hope in studies. my mouth dont go with my actions. oh bother. anything else to be done? YES...
.pay a thing to be in class and enjoy what the moron teachers are teaching.
.dont eat anything during recess, cause its all shit that stays in your body and it makes you fatter
.dont grumble at anybody cause youve got strees when the teachers are pulling at you
.dont bother about the bimbos in the class[if there is]
.be a pisser and everyone detest you
.lame jokes, then crap it all OUT!
.dont be a joker for goodness sake, cause you dont make it
.be lively and not dead
.do well for those test that the chers gives
.jolly well do your homework well ive done my holidays hw
.do all handwrites nicely and not untidy
.dont let the teacher have the chance to 'blaa' their ginkcuf words
.be grateful to your pals.
lastly, BE A JOY TO EVERYONE AROUND YOU.
thats all i can think of now.-.- zzzz. shall blog the next time when i get back at the com.

2007-06-15T13:57:00.001+08:00

Like A Boy Lyrics

[Verse: 1]

Pull up your pants

(Just Like Em')

Take out the trash

(Just Like Em')

getting ya cash like em'

Fast like em'

Girl you outta act like ya dig

(What I'm talkin' bout')

Security codes on everything

Vibrate so your phone don't ever ring

(Joint Account)

And another one he don't know about

[Hook]

Wish we could switch up the roles

And I could be that...

Tell you I love you

But when you call I never get back

Would you ask them questions like me?...

Like where you be at?

Cause I'm out 4 in the morning

On the corna rolling

Doing my own thing

Ohh

[Chorus]

What if I?...

Had a thing on the side?

Made ya cry?

Would the rules change up?...

Or would they still apply?...

If I played you like a toy?...

Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

[Guy Chopped & Screwed Voice]

Can't be getting mad!

What You Mad?

Can't Handle that!

Can't be getting mad!

What you mad?

Can't handle that!

[Verse: 2]

Girl go head and be...

(Just Like Em')

Go run the streets

(Just Like Em')

come home late say sleep like em'

Creep like em'

Front with ya friends

Act hard when you're with em' like em'

(What)

Keep a straight face when ya tell a lie

Always keep an airtight alibi

(Keep Him In The Dark)

What he don't know won't break his heart

[Hook]

Wish we could switch up the roles

And I could be that...

Tell you I love you

But when you call I never get back

Would you ask them questions like me?...

Like where you be at?

Cause I'm out 4 in the morning

On the corna rolling

Doing my own thing

Yea

[Chorus]

What if I?...

Had a thing on the side?

Made ya cry?

Would the rules change up?...

Or would they still apply?...

If I played you like a toy?...

Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

[Guy Chopped & Screwed Voice]

Can't be getting mad!

What You Mad?

Can't Handle that!

Can't be getting mad!

What you mad?

Can't handle that!

Can't be getting mad!

What you mad?

Can't handle that!

Can't be getting mad!

What you mad?

Can't handle that!

[Bridge]

If I was always gone

With the sun getting home

(Would Ya Like That?)

Told you I was with my crew

When I knew it wasn't true

(Would Ya Like That?)

If I act like you

Walk A mile off in yo shoes

(Would Ya Like That?)

I'm messing with your head again

Dose of your own medicine

[Chorus]

What if I?...

Had a thing on the side?

Made ya cry?

Would the rules change up?...

Or would they still apply?...

If I played you like a toy?...

Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

[Guy Chopped & Screwed Voice]

Can't be getting mad!

What You Mad?

Can't Handle that!

Can't be getting mad!

What you mad?

Can't handle that!

Can't be getting mad!

What you mad?

Can't handle that!

Can't be getting mad!

What you mad?

Can't handle that!

[Music Plays]

[Outro]

If I played you...

Would yo like that?

Had friends...

Would you like that?

Nother car?

Would you like that?

Hell naw

You wouldn't like that

No!

[Half-Chorus]

What if I made ya cry!

Would they still apply!

What if I...

If I played you like a toy

Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy!

2007-06-15T13:31:00.000+08:00

man, i feel so guilty! im so fucked up! omg, how, i didnt want to go out with my grandaunt cause i wna play com! OMg, im just so evil! and i just told her that i dont want to go. actually,
.i dont wish to go out now, the weather is so humid.
.i dont like going with senior age people.(omg, im so fucking evil! wtf, hannah, you sucks to core, all human beings are the same, regardless of age size etc... they're God's children) omg, i hate myself man! omg, omg, omg, sorry God! i just cant take it! im so damn sinister! wth! im just so .... RAW! I CANT DESCRIBE MYSELF! cant take it anymore, shall continue playing my damn fucking game that made me damn fucking guilty, im so filthy! eh, the weather become so so cooling, hahs, whats with the wind man. looks hot, but theres wind! hahs[: shall blog later if ive the time[: oh ya, in the morning it rain! [:[:[:[:

2007-06-14T17:32:00.001+08:00

OMg, theres like so many dance moves, and the next day i will learn choreography!
talking about it, you've got to see this or regret!

2007-06-14T13:05:00.000+08:00

came back from chinese tuition[: still fretting about monday cip, zzz. cant bear with it any longer. the sun is humid all over me. and im hot all over- in the sense of sweating]: i shall continue playing with the time. time passes by fast. school holidays are soon disappearing, you will see how long more it takes. too fast! the nest post you'll see will be the days of exams. and the next, christmas, and a 2008. whats school gna be like when renovations over? will it be nice? well ive waited for 1&1/2 years, if its prettyyy then it will be worth waiting for[: if it isnt, i'll just have to bang my head on the wall, and will i never wake up and be in coma, and after waking up, hope that i cant remember a single thing. AND THAT WILL BE THE BEST! LOL.

2007-06-13T16:37:00.000+08:00

THE GREAT ESCAPE- BOYS LIKE GIRLS
play it!<33

2007-06-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

blogging again.
nothing tells the truth.
.once you're anti social, well lesser friends you have.
.once you don't have pretty looks, all strangers disappear.
.once you are talk differently, nobody wants to talk to you.
.once you are an alien, everybody...
guess what happens?
i thinks thats whats happening to me.
i've like a lack of friends.
i find life boring,
and im devastated to end my life once and for all. will you give me the right?

2007-06-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

well, im recently jammed with those xanga things. do pop by.

2007-06-12T10:13:00.000+08:00

stay home or cip? well i cant decide. its not like i didnt want to go or what, its just that i dont know whats the time to reach there and further more, my phone spoiled and i cant msg anyone. not exactly spoil but it could be used for a certain limit of time. so how? ive the urge not to GO! yet i will so IRRESPONSIBLE! having two minds, actually ive two brains, one-right, another left. i know what i shall do now, since ive to go for two times, today i'll skipped, SORRY! i will go on 18june2007. i shall do nothing but kneel on the floor and meditate.

2007-06-10T21:40:00.000+08:00

im pretty happy today, as i got into RED!
adidas watch
cushion
fbt shorts (curve cut)
after service, went to clementi for botak jones. the name is weird and i know that; it serve rather delicious food and a large serving. if my phone wasnt spoil, i would have taken many pictures. ate all except the fattening fries. well i tried my best to finish, who knows, my stomach couldnt contain that much food[: hahs. you should try it the next time. after that, went to citychain to get the RED adidas watch, well jealous? anyways, after that, went to queensway shopping mall. was eyeing on this RED fbt shorts for a long time, and i finally got mine! karen got her's (purple one) hahs, the 'barney' shorts, well cute! there wasnt much thing to shop so we went to ikea. remember, went we were little, we didnt like to shop? so where did our parents bring us to? of course, the ballroom! since its been ages ive been there. anyway, im not that kiddy size and age anymore. saw many furnitures etc... and know what i saw, RED hahs -.-||| erh, and i bought my red cushion and etc... since the world is saving the earth from using plastic bags, so the medium size cost 5 cents and the large one cost 10 cents, if im not wrong. didnt bother to pay so went off with the some things in the bag and esp the RED cushion sticking tightly to me. off to the bus and off to home. thinking of: tmrw, i think i have CHINESE tuition! disaster! the day after tmrw, i have GB CIP at HPB! OMg, this killing me!

2007-06-08T21:23:00.000+08:00

2007-06-08T18:57:00.000+08:00

recently this days the starting of the holidays, i cant wake up on time and i dont know whats the problem. do ive deprived of sleep? YESSS... so true. yst, cant catch a wink till arnd 1:30am. been on the bed at 11 onwards, with that 2 1/2h slacking in the bed hearing songs. okay, i know thats lame. didnt know whats on me. thats so fucking disgusting. and i woke at 7 plus and caught my sleep agn. WTH! woke at 10 onwards. and i looked so shit nowsadays. some old haggard, LOL. with the net, i could do nothing. especially with the headphone hanging on your head hearing those fm(and i dont listen to chinese songs thats seldom!) OMg,i just remember that my library book is due by today! #@$& i even borrow 2 story books. have to get them back the next day! this have been pissing me off. when can i cold myself down from this exhausting hot atmosphere?

2007-06-08T13:59:00.001+08:00

edited, since i was bored[:

2007-06-07T16:51:00.000+08:00

feeling hungry. lollipops,jellybeans,cupcakes,muffins.

2007-06-07T11:47:00.000+08:00

stoning?!?!

computer destruction!
awful circumstances, theres nothing to do.
98.7fm- newscaster? LOL, no muse? wth'hahs[:
finally hearing came back, ice box-omarion. brings out the life of coldness. yes, i feel so cold! the atmosphere is pissing me off. theres not a single person breathing except you, a headphone hanging over your head, hearing some cold songs. DISGUSTING! imagine? well ive some werid dreams playing recently, it give me creeps.
blood.
evil spirits.
andeverything, eww..
LOL[:
shan't continue blogging anymore. wait till ive many words to say[:

2007-06-06T17:14:00.001+08:00

1. What I've Done

In this farewell
There's no blood
There's no alibi
'Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies

So let mercy come
And wash away...

What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done

Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands
Of uncertainty

So let mercy come
And wash away...

What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done

For What I've done

I'll start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I'm forgiving what I've done

I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done
What I've done

Forgiving what I've done
2. Faint (Live In Japan)

I am
Little bit of loneliness
A little bit of disregard
A handful of complaints
But I can't help the fact
That everyone can see these scars
I am
What I want you to want
What I want you to feel
But it's like
No matter what I do
I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here
'Cause you're all I got

I am
A little bit insecure
A little unconfident
'Cause you don't understand
I do what I can
But sometimes I don't make sense
I am
What you never want to say
But I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do
I can't convince you
For once just to hear me out
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here
'Cause you're all I got

I can't feel
The way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
This damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

No
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me
Like it or not
Right now
3. From The Inside (Live In Japan)

Don't know who to trust
No surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
And the lies

Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear/ for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

Tension is building inside
Steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way
Out of me

I won't trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on you
Waste myself on you
You

Sparkart®

2007-06-06T16:30:00.001+08:00

2007-06-06T12:43:00.000+08:00

another and another ear hole, so fucking fun. would like to pierce another one the right ear. have a total collections of 6 ear fucking holes[: well , so im actually addicted in piercing. the coming time, i will pierce other parts of the body? well? neither. im awfully sick in my fucking mind. who cares. have to go by the book'BIBLE, no piercings is actually allowed. so shit. im a criminal? yes, hannah is. hahs[:

2007-06-05T10:31:00.001+08:00

2007-06-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

balls, tomorrow is sunday[: have nothing better to do on that day. i just have to count the days to streaming. one week 'two weeks 'three weeks 'four weeks, holidays over. don't colour my life. darken it.

2007-05-28T16:39:00.001+08:00

hahs, cute isnt it?

2007-05-26T10:14:00.000+08:00

flag day, whats all about it? no idea. fussed up about whether to wear school uniform or GB uniform. im saturated into two fucking components. i cant exactly explain. im bother by the gadgets, speaker- wheres the damn connection? handphone- are you water corrupted? radio-WTH is going on? contagious disease. OMg. this the pissing ever attitude i had ever have in my entire life, or rather, this may be the second or third. cant be bother thinking about past neither the present. live the second you are having and dont enjoy every minute as you will seem that its passing rather fast. and im so down. glanced down the road apprehensively. the computer seems corrupted by my downloading off software. shan't blog anymore, or else the person waiting at the mrt will be furious [[:

2007-05-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

and this what ive been doing after the exams. and it taste quite nice when its RAW!

2007-05-24T16:58:00.000+08:00

MY COMPUTER SPEAKER IS SO DISCONNECTED! AHH, ALL MY GADGETS THAT CONSIST OF MUSE ARE ALL DEAD! cheat my f.feelings! im gonna wring you damn neck! I CANT TAKE IT! RAWSROARRARHPOOBLEAHSSMACKSKICKDARNARSEHOLEF.!!

2007-05-22T14:33:00.000+08:00

not all of the full content of results out yet. so upset with some results and some are very satisfying cause some of them like literature, I DIDNT STUDY, AND IMAGINE, i didnt scrape through, i still got c5! yeah, so imaginary. but some shit, like english, who the hell is the marker, gave me damn low marks, pathetic! and i dont need sympathy! LOLOLOLOL, i got 24/50! WTH! pissed. and theres still compo marks that aint added, so putting all my hope there. and cant wait to see my science,history,geography results. maybe it will be in red! AWW, I DONT NEED RED LINES! (cross fingers) hahaha. whatever number it is, i will still be contented. didnt expected much digits. my maths, blood hell, i hate that! so suck! shucks, should have understand it earlier then now. at least its the first time im passing with marks thats spare. and i deadly need alot of marks to pull my previous test to the passing mark on the dot. maybe i need like 10 whole full marks! OMg. IM SO DEAD!

2007-05-21T20:38:00.000+08:00

YES, schools so boring. AND I DONT WANNA GO SCHOOL on THURSDAY! shush~. give me a wink and i will sleep just that very second. thats frigging stupid. why go school? and tmrws results are gonna be out. oh, hope so i wont fail. bless me bless me! hahas:DDDDD and im so lethargic! dont bother msging me or calling me via handphone, its dead! sad:( LOLOLS,

2007-05-19T20:30:00.000+08:00

YAWN, isnt fun. all stuck at home but at least theres something to play with. i could barely lift emotions up rarely up to a minute. anyway tmrw sunday so i could shop all i want! hahas.

2007-05-18T22:36:00.000+08:00

i feel so pissed at times. its like i have been to somewhere that i dont click along with that damn people there. it is so frigging, i could be at the edge of the magnitude . i dont need sympathy. rather, i need someone. i rather watch that person then be watch but others. well im satisfied. nobody knows. i wont want a person that have hard feelings for me well i have neither then a hard core feeling. i will always be that straight forward. you know nothing. why should i please myself if it was a lie? i love truths but i know that its unpleasant. but what the hell could i do? lie? yes? that so un-hannah. aches are all over. effin stuffs are popping from no where. besides you, i have no other people to rely on. its distraction from the way people look, behavior, thoughts, attitude, character that stops me from thinking of making friends with them. well i think im so antisocial. i envy. i really do envy. you could give me nothing but crys every night. well i wont want to give a damn about you. im so distort. well i hate smiling. truthfully, i hate myself. saying all this wont help but give some shit. who cares, anyway its just my life and aint yours. smile and walk away, i dont mind. just dont add acid into the situation. i aint nice when im edited. you have no right to edit me or myself. just leave that speck of yours to other people. neither do i wanna hear your shit.

2007-05-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

IM OUT FROM THAT HARD CORE OF LIFE IM LIVING JUST.
i lived by looking at him? what about you? staring at me? LOLOL, laughed? LOLOLS.

2007-05-17T20:50:00.001+08:00

LA~ im so desperate for a new phone:DDDD

2007-05-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

days are rather tense. RAARAA...

2007-04-29T17:16:00.000+08:00

PHONE BILL EXPLODED!!! UNHAPPY~ BOOHOOS

2007-04-27T17:49:00.000+08:00

exams are nearing. and i hate the effin shit. you like? naw, hahas. shall not blog any further. LOL. mugg? yeah:)

2007-04-22T19:41:00.000+08:00

am i that schimming scandalism lad-dee?

2007-04-15T20:47:00.000+08:00

2007-04-15T12:15:00.000+08:00

simply irritated by those remorseful lifes up ahead. well you could just tell from my speech whether im moody or happy. well school work may be tiring but making senseless it is rather of a stupid thing i would say. and i love editing my photos well you just dont give a bloodyf care. and see now im sunburn the lower part of my face, well you will just laughed at it. its so plastic. im not literally a birght student, i was just placed in one class that is neither of a high standard nor a low one. think lowly of me, well, thats you choice. its aint my. i know that i got some space in my memory that wasnt as good as yours, despise me for i dont give a damn. i couldnt remeber things that were as good as you. maybe you took a short time, but i took some time that i could put someone awake to sleep. thats all i got to say for my words are just some sucker to you. i cant be chill man, yes, doubtfully, im pathetic. care my speech what i said?

2007-04-14T21:08:00.000+08:00

yea, its so depressing to see my results falling. you may think that's its stupid, okay, whatever, anyway, today was so tiring, you wont understand it unless you go through the same thing as I'm going on. dehydrating it is. there is nothing fun for me to do. well maybe picture editing, hahas. i think nothing but myself, aint i selfish? oh crap, whatever it is, my brain is too small. do ive a (big)bird brain? LOL, haha. im nuts. but then i really cant stand those insults from hannah to myself. oh bother

2007-04-08T20:00:00.000+08:00

*I WENT TO THE CHILDREN, +below 10 years old+ but im 14 hahas.* here

toady, JESUS has RISEN! how many years back, i don't know.

what things are not suppose to be are now happening, I'm just so sick of every breath i live, well you could be some simple shit that i don't give a damn. well I'm literally pissed, no words could be explained for what i did, well maybe you could, but i coolant. well just say that i simply good at describing the words that occur at the point of time. am i blessed? well you could say so. well i don't think so. say that i am not appreciating the stuffs around me.

2007-04-06T16:07:00.000+08:00

hahas, that rocking thing was like so cute. imagine that it was for like kids then i sit on. im small size. hahas. anyway im retard.

and 3 days later, you know what it is, its a very special day:DDDD

2007-03-30T20:31:00.000+08:00

i have undescrible words to explain.

2007-03-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

some where downhill, some where uphill, some where no one will find me even you know me that well. i could possibly think that i wasnt alive. i just had to breathe. you had too otherwise how do you live. well i cant think of anything that could describe what life for me is now. i just have some problems, irrational from what all of the millions;billions... people are thinking. doubt it. well im speachless, what could i think of, im could just befriend anyone for a minute and be a stranger the next second. who im? where was i last sat footed? nowhere on earth. some vacuum island. well, im so dead bored. im looking for fun. well that could be some possibly that i wanted that hasmter at vivo. well well, its your pleasure to get me that hamster, its 8bucks and that isnt that costly, well im so pleased. adn i do not have a defined expectation in my studies. im degrading. all my grades are falling. some are rising up to the passing mark. oh, hannah isnt in the mood of playing any damn games with irritants peoples. i will just trust HIM-the LORD, my GOD. im starting to be more glam, more ancient. LOLOLS. dont mistaken me for some old forgey. oh, whatever. i just want an accompany, A HAMSTER, THE DWARF HAMSTER, THE GREY-COLOURED, OH, ITS SO CUTE. THE SMALLEST:DDDDD.

2007-03-17T16:51:00.000+08:00

GB COMPETITION, FORMAT DRILL.
I HAD SWEATY PALMS! arghhh woke up early like i never did;5:00am and the bus wasnt early. wonder how alecia tied my hair unitl there is a scorpion plaits. although my hair is layered like you can never tie up without putting clips on my hair, i will all fall out of place. anyway, im so happy, happily down. when there was this inspectioin thing, we waited for the mdams for so long, then stand there like dumb kid like that, leg so tired cause i lock my knees, stand straight, shoulders back, face;stonning ah, eyes;wondering around:DD hahas, when mdams inspect that time, so damn nervous, ahahas, my plams were cold and sort of sweaty:DDDD and during the competition, there were solid BANGS!YEA.. and i didnt during anything wrong:DD happy.... ahhas:)))

and im deadbeat

2007-03-11T19:32:00.000+08:00

and whats life for?
wacking someone?
i will tell you my,
in this world, nothing is there you can lean on or trust on.
you should just simple wipe up everything in your mind every second of your life.
i live a pathetically miserable life that no one has chance upoon.
see me as____
i dont mind,
but just fOFF!

2007-03-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

un, im contimating the air that human breath cause i sneeze in the air, but i cover my red nose.

im seeing red marks being underline.

i have one big deal, i wont run in the cross country, cause i just dont give a damn shit to it.

didnt anyone see the newspapers, a girl died at vjc cause just simply run for 100m- 2.4km.

thats was the end for her complete life.

believe it man.

simply the act was too real.

i could believe it.

and soon im crapping.

you could skip those shit that im typing.

and soon, you will see me crouching in those cushion-area.

i will wring your neck if you poke your damn nose in my dream.

im doing this all for myself.

i need to just catch those phrase on how to live a simply life that none did.

im literally unpleasant when i do history/geography/maths test,

i simply suck at memorising those wordy stuffs, but i mangedto pass science as for no exclaim.

just getting round.

no supportive at sports.

i just got to live the way thou should live,

why would anyone wanna live a way that is complicated?

bossy you're.

this getting out of control.

can you get the support?

no, you cant, no, none of you are prefect,

right, dont tell me about those people.

SBDL! haha, zhi xuan told me that meaning, so im using it those wordies here.

i know its crude, but who cares.

sometimes i arent catchy,
im need fund-raisings,
who gives a damn about those school fund-raisings?
cant the staff members or the teachers themselves do it?
why must we pupils be in their damn shoes and take the lead of doing it?
you can bear it, but i cant,
i dont wanna be taken out of advantage.
and you damn PREFECT! YOU SUCKER.
YOU DONT SHOT YOUR BLOODY RULES AT MY FACE.
YOU ILOGISTICS! WHAT CENTURY ARE YOU IN?
THE 100S? OPPS, NO, YOURE WAY FAR BEHIND!
YOU SICKO, YOU LOOK NICE FROM THE INSIDE,
(CHAN WEI EN) WHO THE F ARE YOU?
SICK IN THE MIND?
I HAVE NOT BEEN CAUGHT FOR MY EAR STUDS
BY ANY TEACHER, AND YET YOU STILL SAW THE DAMN THING
OMg. WHO THE F ARE YOU?
YOU NON-NEUTRONS LADY! SUE ME FOR ALL I CARE.
I SIMPLY DETEST YOU!
AND I LOVE CRITISING YOU!
I WONT PICK ON SOMEONE THAT DONT SHOT FBLOODY WORDS AT ME!
sbdl luh!

and im simply pissed, once im out of control, i shot words thats are critising, and i dont bottle my feelings
for goodness sake.

2007-02-25T19:50:00.000+08:00

isnt life that miserable, all i could do was to breath the oxygen and live the life that i was given.
how i wish, that i could change all the stuffs.

i nearly flunk all my subjects,

and i lose confidence in myself.

and i wanted to gain hold of other people trust,

but people thinks im lying.

i couldnt take hold of this life anymore.

sorry, i cant.

this is simply giving too much stress to me.

im having my streaming this year,
and ive got to do well or else i cant choose the subjects i want to go to.

if i flunk, i will never forgive myself.

blame myself for not taking stuffs to seriously.

how i wish i had someone of the same kind to talk to me positively.

there is no one in this world that has the same personality as me.

im facing a downpour in life.

sometimes im not even sure if im able to take it.

i feel so depressing.

im ending here.

take my thoughts for seriousness.

2007-02-23T19:10:00.000+08:00

i got this pooh and the little pink pig with blue nose keyed to my handphone for my birthday present
was given by sheila and indra respentively, hahas.

2007-02-20T19:26:00.000+08:00

i wroten all those stuffs here. be pathetic enough to squine your eyes as desprate to read it:) hahas.

2007-02-20T17:02:00.000+08:00

I'm Cyborg, But It's OK-triller
i wanna watch this movie, okay, im starting to like Rain's singing, for no reason! LMAO! hahas.
accompany me watch luh! but i wont pay free tickets! LOLS.
okay, i worte 2 sentences and i dont want to go on crapping:)

2007-02-18T17:49:00.000+08:00

today was so __ up MAN!

can think that exactly.

im so so tired, dont prob with me any more, im ending here, i love sleeping.

goodnight everyone:)

i will blog when i think the time is right!

tagg me and i will reply, but dont ever ask me to update, cause i dont have the mood.

im moulding!

stonner.

loveya,ONCE,TWICE,THRICE.:)
i will do the walking.

2007-02-17T22:26:00.000+08:00

AHHA! I WONT BLOG MY DALIY LIFE! I FIND IT BORING! SO BORING! LOLS. I CANT STAND THE HEAT OF IT! IM OFF SO ARE YOU! IM NOT OKAY, IM NOT RIGHT, IM JUST PERFECTLY FINE! AND I HATE YOU! I DIDNT HAD A CHOICE! WHO ARE YOU THAT CAME INTO MY LIFE! I BLAME MYSELF FO LIKING YOU! SHIT YOU! YOU FUCKER! I DONT MIND TYPING VULGARITIES WHATEVER SHIT WORD OUT! IM SIMPLY DIRTY! CELEBRATING NEW YEAR ISNT FUN! IT JUST TURNS OFF THE HEAT! IT ISNT HOT! LOLOSLS, IM SO OUT OF IT! MAN! I HATE IT! IM SO OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT . GET THE SHIT MEANING! IN THE OTHER WORDS, DONT GET THE WORD OUT OF ME! NO BEING IS LIKEABLE! I HATE YOU! I SIMPLY HATE YOU! AHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS, IM EVIL! I HATE BEING WITH EVILOGISTICS! MAN, GET ME OUT F HERE. IM DONE WITH THOSE UNGRATEFUL WORDS, YOU IDIOT! MANNERS, NO YOU SORE LOSERS.

2007-02-17T14:30:00.000+08:00

2007-02-17T14:27:00.000+08:00

2007-02-17T12:41:00.000+08:00

its 17FEBRUARY, AND IM FEELING PATHETIC ENOUGH.

few people greeted me with a happy birthday and happy new year.
and i love greetings/wishes, but some gave me. so those who didnt, sorry, i think your are not good enough to be my friend. I CARE LESS ABOUT ALL OF THOSE HEARTLESS PEOPLE! NOT FIT TO BE MY FRIEND, I WONT ,\MIND IF YOU GREET/WISH ME HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY. but none gave. saddening.

never was i back on the track again! im not ♥ing it anymore! im simply hating it! you damn ass.

2007-02-16T18:49:00.000+08:00

how do i look?

the gay. on the left.

the swift gay walk.

do i look skinny?

2007-02-16T16:21:00.000+08:00

and it chinese new year eve tmrw and we had clebration today in school.

boring fire drill.

boring chinese celebration, no inovation.

went to prmary school to eat lunch and pass the cookie my mum bake to MRWONGSHONGTAT.

okay, i dont quite know how to spell his name.

saw him, AND HE FORGOTTEN MY NAME!

I GAVE HIM CLUES THAT THE STARTNG IS WU__HUI.

AND HE STILL DONT GET IT.

UNITL MY FRIEND SAID, WUYONGHUI.

AND HE SIAD"ORH.. YONG YUAN HUI DE."

UNBELIEVABLE.

TO THINK HE FORGOTTEN MY NAME!

OMg.

went shopping with jeryn gabrielle at parco bugis and bugis village. saw people i know from my school(both gender) . pierce 3rd ear hole above the secong one on the left. jeryn and gabrielle were both frightenned by this.(is it really scary? nono!) then went bugis village to shop. didnt spend any money there. but will come back to spend again! saw pretty nice tees. i wanna get a crocs pink!

QUESTION:reading helps me to improve my english, does reading hannah's blog improve my brain?

ANSWER:NO, I BOREDS YOU AND CORRUPTS YOUR BRAIN SOMETIMES!

2007-02-11T21:17:00.000+08:00

went ice skating.

was pretty fun.

the loavables go around like this.

was really tired, but i had to wake up from my sleepless night of dreams.

(it was so damn difficult!

ive not been sleeping well for this pass fews days.

so i have been like not that energetic.)

went to late to church.

went off to jurong entertainment centre.

took neo prints,

i was ugly in it!

OMg.

went ice-skating aroung 3 plus.

th ice-skating close at 4.30.

so played for a while.

was colded! so cold! man, can bear the coldness luh.

at first, i was scared at falling, so i control my movements! haha

but i didnt sakte like a robot, i just skate slowly.

and i saw like a few people were so damn pro luh.

they got their own skates.

so nice so nice.

skate so fast.

haha.

there was this guy, wearing light green, he was one of them who could skate damn fast.

if im not wrong, he has an older brother that looks like him.

nice face he got.

and i love his hair!

he dyed, layer,longer then my hair,few strings which stands up.

NICE LUH!

there was a time, i nearly FALL into this guy arms! OMg. NONO, ITS NOT GOING HAPPEN!

i was saved by skating awawy at the nick of time!

haha, saved!!! saved!!

know what? i didnt get to fall on the ice!

the ice didnt get to touch my arss nor my knees!

happy!

im such a pro man!

im not boasting, but i didnt hurt my prettyful arss!

haha.:)

2007-02-09T21:27:00.000+08:00

SECOND TIME POSTING FOR THE DAY.

REALLY PISSED.

WASNT ALL GOOD.

IM SPEAKING THOSE WORDS THAT IM INSPIRE WITH.

SO IF I PISSED YOU OFF,

SORRY, YOURE TOO BAD.

SO WHAT WITH THE DOWNPOUR IN THE RAIN

SO WHAT WITH THOSE.

NOTHING CAN BE MADE TRUE.

SOME FREAK FEELINGS IVE BEEN FELT CHEATED OFF.

SOME UNPLEASANT SHIT GOING ON.

I JUST SIMPLY CANT STAND THERE AND WAIT AND LONGER.

MY PATIENCE ARE QUIT RUNNING OUT.

EXPRESSION OF THAT DUMB FACE,

YOU SIMPLY CANT GET IT THROUGH THE WORDS I MAD OUT OF MY MOUTH.

YOU PEOPLE ARENT THE TYPE IM LOOKING FOR.

SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST SIMPLY FREAKED OF THIS WORLD.

I BEAR IT.

I HOLD IT

I THOUGHT ABOUT IT.

AND I COULDNT STAND ANY LONGER.

WHAT I DID WAS SCREAM HARD INTO THE PILLOW,

STRANGLE THOSE TEDDIES.

MAKE MYSELF LAUGH LIKE A:

EMOTIONALLY,

PHYSICALLY,

PSYCHOSIS LADY.

IT WAS RIGHT OF ME TO DO SO.

SORRY, I REALLY COULDNT DO ALL THAT SHE COULD DO.

I WAS JEALOUS, I ADMIT.

I TOLD MYSELF THAT HE WAS NO LONGER AROUND.

BUT EVERYTIME I SAW HIM.

THIS WAS LIKE ILL, SICKO.

SEEING HIM, MAKES ME CRY.

NO RELATED WAS DONE.

CRYING HARD.

BLISTERING COLD.

NONE DONE! I HATE TO BE NICE!

I WAS GIVING ALL UP.

I WAS SERIOUSLY ILL.

IM SHORT, YOURE TALL.

OMg, HOW CAN WE MEET.

SORRY, THIS IS MY PART OF THINKING.

I CANT CALM MYSELF DOWN.

I WAS NEVER TOLD THAT YOU HAD SOMEONE.

YOURE SIMPLY A RUINER.

I STAND NOWHERE ELSE.

dead

2007-02-09T15:57:00.000+08:00

I KNEW THE ANSWER TO THOSE BREATH-LISTED

QUESTIONS.

saw him this whole week almost all those 2/3days..

nebulously HAPPY!

and i thought i was done with those happiness.

and im sure a greedy lady.

sorry, im done with those messes.

had been so badly worked out.

I FAILED MATHS,

EVEN THOUGH I STUDY .

I PASSED SCIENCE,

EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT STUDY.

was sleepy yesterday for no good reason,

probably because those exams im taking on..

.LISTED TODAY AND NOT TOMORROW..

CLEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE.

by asking for delievery to home.

i didnt suspect those clues.

PISSED PISSED?!?!

2007-02-03T18:46:00.000+08:00

I.AM.SO.PISSED.OFF!

thanks to juntian for helping me to ask for the name tagg,

im really gratefull.

hmm, didint sweat much,

i love this day.

had devotion

had bagde work

had recreation

had drill

had lunch

had CREATIVE DRILL!

it started like around 2.15pm and ended around 6.15pm

had a wholefull of CREATIVE DRILL!

okay, and my leg ache!

BOOHOOS....

okay, whatever, i gain musscles, it isnt nice!

i dont wanna musscles neither fats!

i just wanna HANNAH!

im non-logicstic

im CRAZY!

iie lurbbx hiim worhx/

maybe i should act like im from the state of 'them'

pity hannah.

BIGBIRD!(:

2007-02-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

i had the dirtiest day of all in my life,

study a minute for the common test

help my friend cheated in the test indirectly

read a sicko sex stuff.

and thats was my brillant little life.

theres full uniform wear for girls brigade tmrw,

i didnt have a name tag, so im short of a accessory

so how wrong should i wear my uniform?

dead beat.

so pissed.

handphone was spoiled yesterday,

and was FINE TODAY!

thanks daddy God! I LOVE YOU!

recently was a pest to myself

was deadly freak

I CAN NEVER BELIEVE THAT I EXIST IN THIS WORLD

LIVED BY THE BREATH HE TOOK IN EVERYDAY

2007-01-27T20:32:00.001+08:00

They see me rollin'They hatin'Patrollin' and tryna catch me ridin dirty(tryna to catch me ridin dirty) X 4My music so loudI'm swangin'They hopin' that they gonna catch me ridin dirty(tryna catch me ridin dirty) X 4[Chamillionaire]Nigga's see if they can see me leanIm tint so it ain't easy to be seenFor me to see me ride by They can see the gleemAnd my shine on the deck and tv screenRiding with a new chick she like hold up Next to the playstation controllaTheres a full clip in my pistolaSend the jacka into a comaGirl yeen know I'm crazy like krazie boneJust tryna bone ain't trying to have no babiesRide clean as hell I pull in ladiesLaws on patrol and you know they hate meMusic turned all the way up and to the maximumI can speak for some niggas try to jack for someBut we packing something that we have for um...Will have a nigga locked up in the maximumSecurity cell I'm grippin oakMusic loud and I'm tippin slowTwins steady twisting like hit this doePolice pull up right behind and it's in his throatWindows down gotta stop pollutionCity change Niggas like who is dat producinThats the Play N Skillz when we out and cruisinGot warrants in every city except HoustonBut I still ain't losinThey see me rollin'They hatin'Patrollin'and tryna catch me ridin dirty(tryna catch me riding dirty) X 4My music so loudI'm swangin'They hopin' that they gonna catch me ridin dirty(tryna catch me riding dirty) X 4[Krayzie Bone]I been drinkin n smokin', holy shitCause I really can't focusI got to get that home befo' the po-po scope thisBig ol' escurgian, swervin, all up on the curb andNigga been sippin on that hennesy and that gin againThat sin again we in to winDoing the under while I puff on the bluntAnd roll another one upWe living like we ain't givin a fuckI got blunt up in my right hand, 40 oz in my leftFreezin my ballzRoll another tree, green leaves and allComin pretty deep, me and my dawgsYo, I got to hit the back streetsWondering about dat 6pds that I got heatglock-glock shots to the blockwe creep-creep, pop-pop Hope cops don't see me, on the low keyWith no regard for the law, we dodge em like fuck em allBut I won't get caught up and brought up on charges for none of ya'llKeep a gun in carAnd a blunt to sparrRolled up if you wantNow get it poppin dawgReady or not we bust shots off in the airKrazie Bone and ChamillionareThey see me rollin'They hatin'Patrollin'and tryna catch me ridin dirty(tryna catch me riding dirty) X 4My music so loudI'm swangin'They hopin' that they gonna catch me ridin dirty(tryna catch me riding dirty) X 4[Chamillionaire]Yo what ya think if soI try to let you goTurn on my blinker lightAnd then I swang it slowAnd they upset fo sho Cause they think they knowThat they catching me with plenty of the drank and droSo they get behind me to try to check my tagsLook in my rear view and they smilin'Thinkin they'll catch me in the wrong, and keep tryinBitch steady denyin that it's racial profilinHouston Texas, you can check my tagsPull me over try to check my slabGlove compartment gotta get my cash Cause the crooked cops try to come up fastAnd being the balla that I amI talk to themGiving a damn about them Not feeling my additudesAnd when they realizeThat I ain't even ridin dirtyBet you'll be leaving in with an even madder moodAnd I'm a laugh at youAnd then I have to cruseYour my number 2 on some old dj screwYou can't arrest me plus you can't sueThis is a message to the lawTell em "we hate you"I can't be touchedAnd tell them they shoulda knownTippin down, I'm sitting crooked on my chromeBookin at my phone finding a chick I wanna boneLike they couldn't stop me I'm about to pull up at ya homeAnd it's onThey see me rollin'They hatin'Patrollin'and tryna catch me ridin dirty(tryna catch me riding dirty) X 4My music so loudI'm swangin'They hopin' that they gonna catch me ridin dirty(tryna catch me riding dirty) X 4They see me rollin'They hatin'Patrollin'and tryna catch me ridin dirty(tryna catch me riding dirty) X 4My music so loudI'm swangin'They hopin' that they gonna catch me ridin dirty(tryna catch me riding dirty) X 4

2007-01-27T19:31:00.000+08:00

went for normal drill meeting today,

devotion was touching,(the songs)

after that,

was taught how to tie some knots on the strings.

went for drill,

sec1s was taught those basic stuffs.

this year batch of sec1s theres many people who joined.

1hour passed very fast(:

recreation was the next very thing we did.

we played, POLICE AND THEIF!

i RUN for justice(: haha.

the THEIFS, REFUSED TO COME WITH ME!

arent they bad! haha.

and had whispher.

had BEE HOON FOR LUNCH!

only 60 cents, and im quite full.

so much cheaper than the school canteen(:

haha, so next time, i wanna go to the market place to eat,

so i can save up money to buy my DELIGHTS

had serious drill.

we started off by laughing all the way,

didnt do creative drill.

at the last hour of drill,

rachael commanded us for the thunder.p thingy.

then later on, while marching, the rest took turns to command.

i was like the fourth or fifth to command them.

at first i was like dont want la, i dont know how to command.

i was so shit up then!(: haha

but i found it interesting and amusing after commanding those contigent girls.

accompany shelia after drill ended, waited for her relatives to pick her up.

and i left walking fast to the bus stop.

caught bus 853, saw zarra and shi li took bus 26.

2007-01-27T19:11:00.001+08:00

You are a Thinker
Your cautiousness, appreciation of functionality, and imagination combine to make you a THINKER.
You have a vivid capacity for imagery that allows you to see beyond your present circumstances.
You like to be sure of yourself before voicing your opinion.
A lot of your time is spent at home, or with the people you care about.
Although you may dream often, you're very aware of how things work, and you value things that work well.
You take comfort in the familiar, and value predictability—and others value those things in you.
Accordingly, you prefer a set routine, and although you often imagine how things can be different, you're hesitant to take risks to change things.
Sometimes you doubt whether you have the ability to face certain challenges, but your practical focus helps you solve most problems.
Because of this, you tend to be more reactive than proactive, thinking thoroughly about the challenges that you face.
You have a broad-based, theoretical understanding of the world that allows you to understand its workings.
You are balanced in your approach to problem-solving, not letting your emotions hold you up.
You tend to do things on the spur of the moment, not sticking to a set schedule.
You have a strong sense of style and value your personal presentation - friends may even seek your style advice from time to time.

2007-01-26T17:07:00.000+08:00

i thought the rain would just simply stop at the starting of term1 but NO, i doesnt stop at all, it just keeps on raining, raining and raining cold yeah? weather is cold and hot. and i dont mind those changes, what i mind is the mood swings and those terrible work or frenzy adamants i had made up in my heart, i was such a piss-off maker. nothing could do amends all of this. i created the trouble and there was such a load of mess for me to clean up.sitting on the chair with a bad hair, could wreck me up from that start, and teachers may be sneering at me with those evilogistics eye! how yucky they are! smart people dont live through the live like mine. im such a failure. this has been enchanting me for 14 miserable years from the day i was born. you are such a peacefull maker, i wanna you life, please live in me for i dont care least about any other messes i had make. i can do nothing but chant about the words, iloveyou be my valentine boy, for those hearts and those cuts were all for you!

2007-01-21T16:50:00.000+08:00

see the difference?

2007-01-21T16:28:00.000+08:00

Show off that body you gotYou got them dance clothes so hotYou working that, You twerking thatYou ticking that... like a clock[Verse 1]Cant nobody do it like I do itWhen I do it (do it)Dog I do itBreak it down(Break it down)Put your back into itMan yall ain’t ready for shit I’m doing(Get Up!)Get UpPut your drinks down Don’t want yall sloshing your drinks outAll over that(that, that) cheap blouseThere ain’t but a swallow in it anyhow(Still me) Still Me How ya change da sound to other one I had Just swat it out(Switch!) Kept something in da background cause u love da song But u can do it wit da background(Yep!)Come on lil’ mama work it for me, Make a playa wanna spend sum money(Come on!)I don’t really like spending money but you can do What you do and do it well imma( Come on!)[Chorus x2]:Show off that body you gotYou got them dance clothes so hotYou working that, You twerking thatYou ticking that... like a clock[Verse 2]She look good(She look good), everythingNothing in dem, her ?No silicone, No lypo, No bo-tox, No tummy tuckDat natural, the day she was when her mama brought her in this worldGood looking mamaDat good, dat hot to defMake a athlete lose his breathBut having the dude got asthmaGet your little pump sizeYou going to need a couple squirtsCause you falling out (For real!)Lil punk gonna cry from a Richter scale They highest number you can go is 12Shawty shake it like hellTo be shame of her selfYall created good rock to bail that well(Look at her!)Breaking it down, riding dis beat like(Wow!) Pop da jail, Man I got her down[Chorus x2]:Show off that body you gotYou got them dance clothes so hotYou working that, You twerking thatYou ticking that... like a clockThis is definitely the wickedest thing I ever hear in my life[Break-Down]Okay! I’ve been sipping on dat patroneBut I’m ready, to give you what u wantMite not feel the same way tomorrowBut I’ll deal with dat tomorrowCause tonight you got me feeling like I want to take u home[Chorus x2]:Show off that body you gotYou got them dance clothes so hotYou working that, You twerking thatYou ticking that... like a clock

2007-01-17T18:53:00.000+08:00

gb drill has FINISHED! yeah, im out, no more serious times, nows the WILD-out-leased times! hmm, scholl was sort of boring. i was scolded for looking at other websites during the english period at the lab2 tthe websites are like FRIENDSTER, BLOGS, ETC... was punished! ohokay, so i admit i was in the wring, but was that serious! LOLOL! haha, then ate sweet, LOLLIPOP: the shape was in those fruits shape, dunring like the literature lesson, was like, im getting sleep, YAWN! during the maths lesson, i was rather SLEEPY AND HUNGRY! OMG!

2007-01-13T19:27:00.000+08:00

had GIRLS.BRIGADE today, didnt go for UNDIGNIFIED as i didnt have enough time, sads. wasnt feeling well in the morning as i had to answer the nature call which it doesnt involve the word PEEING, its more than that! was feeling tired, but i still did go for GIRLS.BRIGADE. we played amazing race within the school compound. SQUAD 2 was FUN! the squad winner was given either TISSUE,TOLIET PAPER AND PAD! man! it was certainly gross! I AM IN RECREATION! so pissed! so sweaty. hmm, ate my lunch, played with the food that was left on the hawker table that my friends and i sat on, pour dark soy sauce/chill/shwreds chicken/cucumber and it turned out to be DARK BLACK STUFFS! call me eww, too bad, i love to play with food. went for drill, was fun, did many sutffs, i didnt salute till 90 degrees, i salute more than 90 degrees, WOAH! at 3pm, had creative drill the song was great in power. lolol, then later around 4.30pm onwards, i left for the BUS!

inOUT_tune

2007-01-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

and school is fun, cold it is WHEN YOU'RE SITTING UNDER THE FAN! how will you feel then! new sec1s and boring hannah! and there is drill tomorrow when im still SICK, cough/flu, sore throat has gone! YEAH! THANKS DADDY KING<3

AND ONCE I SAW WAS NEVER ERASE OFF

2006-12-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

schools reopening! man, how am i able to cope? argh, its gonna be diffcult! but as long the days arent boring that will do! yeeps, homework, work... IM GOING TO SLACK! haha, how difcult it is, i got to go through it cause i wanna end my life up in j.c then uni, HAHA, wishful thinking you may think that, but i gonna do it! eh, im not a nerd, btw, TMRW, IM GOING TO MALAYSIA TO HAVE FUN! yeah! happy, but the journey gonna be long! btw, what the weather will be like in malaysia? in singapore, its rainie and cold! and i sneezeD. LOLOLS! ill be getting bubble gums, chewing gums, and lots of gums, during class, ill play naughty! haha, no teacher will be catching me then! hey, i wonder, who will be out chinese teacher? HUANG JIN? haha, joker, nah, i wont want him! funny accent from china! nah thanks! LOLOLS. hannah wishing herself a happy enjoyable safety journey to malaysia! hahas,

iwantthatELECTRICGUITAR!

2006-12-22T16:03:00.000+08:00

i got my hi-cut converse that day while shopping with karen at the heeren LOLOL! haha. walking all the way FUN IT IS! from tangs, far east, the heeren. i love shopping during christmas, know why? cause i get great offers! im nuts! LOLOLS!

all i want for christams is the ELECTRICAL GUITAR!

2006-12-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

am i a failure? yes i think im one. why does this always happen on me? i feel so terrible;disgusted. from one person to another. im just suffering. i wished i had someone to talk to. does anyone recongnised me? no wholl. i wished he was listening to my thoughts, views now. i need a listening ear, a shoulder which i can lean one and a pair hands who will wipe my tears. im disgusted in this world. ive lost my hope. is there anyone out there?

MANYHOPESARELOSTNOW!

2006-12-17T20:59:00.000+08:00

today, hmm, jy was like we were brought back to those kiddy times! haha, had a great time! the worship was fun too! okay whatever i say is FUN FUN FUN!!! right... it started off by going to church early and i can't go inside the mph with my mum and was 'chased' out by the teacher. so i waited for karen to come, met her at the 1m level. talk to her for a while and he came, he sort of said hi to me, but i was not paying attention to him! sorry, didnt say HI to him! LOLOLS. haha, hope i WAS forgiven! later flower came, talk talk talk, time to go to the mph, but flower, DIDNT WANT TO GO! so karen pull her call the way up! haha, she bony lady is easy to be drag her along. haha, then had those memory verses from the BIBLE! HOLY BOOK! haha, the GUYS WIN IN THE END! nevermind, i'm big hearted! LOLOL. later there was 2nd service! fun it is! the first song is PLUGE! and later they sing THE STAND! MY FAVOURITE! and i bought karen a UN-RIPE BANANA, AND IF YOU WANT TOO TELL ME! and how long was karen's banana? and we were giggling about that pharse! well not exactly WE! i still don't get it! if you don't think dirty and you will not get it!

2006-12-16T13:38:00.000+08:00

it'll take a long time to download the maple stuffs. how old i'm? 13, you wil say that and i predicted it. LOLOLS. haha. praying real hard to get the i-pod nano, PINK. im all into pink red etc... ask why, i myself don't exactly know what happen to the change of colours. YEAH. christmas is just right ahead! YEAH! went is my ipod nano gonna come? ask me ask who? LOLOL haha. candies? un for me, no thanks, im on diet! yupps, im too fat for anyone. kiss me my love ones! will accept, i think im nuts, im hapy as long as HE loves me for who i'm and who the specific little me! HANNAHGOHYONGHUI! love;likes which of all is greater? LOVE RIGHT!

2006-12-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

im blogging again thanks to the time i've. what i want for christmas is HIM, GOD SHOWERING OF LOVE UPOON ME AND EVERYONE, MY DREAMS(the one that nobody knows), and loads more... can't anyone give me what i want, or in order to gain it, must i do something,? waiting for the SAVIOUR to look at me again. all i want to gain is something special that i've never get before. practically, when everything goes wrong, i'll lost myself in this unknown world. wishing that i've a shoulder to live on and all my tears wil be dried up by HIM if i could see what the world was about, i'll not be in this sorry state, looking at my past richest. thinking of going back to the past and accepting the present where the state im in now doesn't makes sense to me now, all i've to do now is just to watch the world go pass by me.sorry boy, im no ready to start the venture.

whats life for hannah?

2006-12-15T15:14:00.000+08:00

and there is hannah ridding on her lovely dreams, taking all those funny pictures e.g. sticking out the tongue rawwing off showing her perlin white teeth. now she is sitting infront of the computer(LCD SCREEN;KEYBOARD AND MOUSE:BRAND NEW)TYPING HER LIFES' OUT.

words are not VERDICT!

1. What I've Done

2. Faint (Live In Japan)

3. From The Inside (Live In Japan)

PISSED PISSED?!?!

whats life for hannah?